1 week and 9 monthes

Well the first week of school went really well.  I drove all the way up here with my mom in my new Honda Fit.  I am really enjoying living in the house with everyone too!  The first meeting of Hillel was on Thursday and we had 5 new people!!!  They all seemed really interested in continuing to participate too so I am very excited about that.  I have been working on the website for Hillel but up until Thursday the server was down.  When the server went back up, I tried to upload the site but I think I have the wrong password now.  That will be something to work on this week.

About a week ago I was talking with the two other girls who live in the house about funny things our pets do.  I was telling a few stories about Molly and afterwards I went into my room and I cried...a lot.  I don't know why I suddenly felt so sad for her again.  But ever since then I have been thinking about her a lot.  (Right now I am crying again.)  She was just such a wonderful dog.  She had such a pure and gentle heart.  And then her end was so full of pain and suffering.  I find it strange now after spending three months bonding with Bailey, I am here at school crying about Molly.  I suppose any doubts that I ever had about Bailey replacing Molly have truly been put to rest.  That's not to say that I don't love Bailey because I adore him.  In fact I wish I could hold him and cuddle him right now, not to help me forget about Molly, but to comfort me.  I have learned to love Bailey in the same way that I loved Molly.  One thing will never change; Molly will always be my one and only baby.